freeway :

you wanna get to know me, you memorized the lines of my thighs,
I knew before you told me, you’d get it right.

i like the way you say it, tell me the words you told me that day,
maybe if I could believe it I could just stay. you said they’d be against us, i say you care too much what they say. you said “do me a favor gimme some faith." cuz you promised me you’d do it,
you said “baby let me prove it, look at me in the face...
this is the face of someone who loves you babe.”

cuz I like the way you do it, i like the way you move it baby show me the way,
I like the way you get it on the freeway.

and I wish I could change it, and we’re always gonna be...
contaminated.
and i know what we need,
you start letting me go,
our love is tainted. ~~

sanity :

beautiful garden, where have you gone?
my self delusions are leaving me in the storm
taking for granted, all the goodness that I've found
somewhere I lost all, the control came crashing down.

beautiful morning, please don't wake me from my sleep
'cause i need some comfort, to regain my sanity
i don't want to feel this crazy,
i don't want to feel discarded
shattered in a million pieces
i'm so broken hearted
no where left to run
no where left to go
so I hope

i swear that everyday i feel like my mind is haunting me
i think of every little stupid mistake that has been made
this time I don't have the strength to gather myself
i'm falling to pieces

i pray for forgiveness
look for the answers
'cause it's hard for me to pretend
look to my mother
call to the captain
can't you see
this state that I'm in?
and no one would notice
nobody noticed
that it's me, where it begins
and i pray for forgiveness within

pray for forgiveness
looking for justice
searching for answers
call to my mother
pray for forgiveness
breaking the silence

~~ 

with grace :

~~