but power isn't pain :

                                       

romance :

 

that feeling that keeps you from walking.     that feeling that makes your mind imagine.      that feeling that blocks you to see the world beyond the surface.   that feeling that creates a wall between you and the road.     that feeling that builds demons in your mind.      that feeling that controls your guts.       that feeling that designs a stopper inside your throat.        that feeling that pushes love away.       that feeling that insists on your child version.      that feeling underneath your feet.     that feeling frozen in your journal.      that feeling that leads you to old stats of mind.      that feeling that manipulates your promises.        that feeling that breaks your spirit.     that feeling that obligates you to pray.       that feeling that locks your closet.      that feeling that prevents you for that dress.    that feeling that vanishes the house of dreams.      that feeling that is ain't nothing but a feeling.                     F E A R  || 

 

 

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breaking rules :

 

 

passenger side :

 

                                                                                     drive you   

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addicted to him :

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to your right :

 

this faulty year has vanished me from this empty place.      these months had pushed me away from my head.              these times were too much to handle with no more gentle moods.      i am in love this airless scenario.      i am no longer waiting to not feel anger anymore.       i have accepted the roller coaster and learn how to live in the fussy shelter.       you know she was in-between.       something out of heaven and a holy dream.     so i looked to follow. 

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shot the old one :

one shot to your heart without breaking your skin

no one has the power to hurt you like your kink

kept it inside, didn't tell no one else

didn't even want to admit it to yourself

from 15 years of holding the pain 

and now you only have yourself to blame 

if you continue to live this way

 

G E T    T O G E T H E R  

now your chest burns and your back aches

 because now the years are showing up on your face

but you're never be happy and you'll never be whole 

until you see the beauty in growing old

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