aohw :

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walk close :

away.  run. breath. air. fire. wind. you. man. life. mine. and. yours. memories. now. then. reason. impulse. evolution. pain. vain. hurt. heal. girl. hate. love. into. heart. art. swim. water. walk. close

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let's bring some joy to this spot #61 :

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circles :

don't wanna put on pressure when I'm talking to you
don't wanna give you lectures but you just got to move
don't know where we went wrong, hmm
but I know hope's gone for me and for you
they used to envy you and us, I hate what we've become

running round in circles 'til no air is in my lungs

cherish what you give me but i need to be free

all this time I'm fighting

lately, i've been tied up, lately, i've been lying

lately, I've been thinking about the ways to shake my life up
lately, I've been useless, lately, I've been loose
lately, I'm pushing through
i'll hold my hand tonight if I have to
i'll always pay the price when I'm with you

don't wanna build you out 'cause I know you're not that strong
i'll only let you down, I know, I need to be on my own
but I'm never in the right mood when you come to my home
so if you hear the silence please leave your message after the tone

looking through this

i, i didn't do this, i know

you know how slow time goes, oh, oh
but we stuck through it, this time

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abi :

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so far :

from my left side of the heart

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electric D(i)va :

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my mirror :

We all love, we all pray
We've all made some mistakes
Win or losing, we all human
We all go through things

We all dream, we all cry
We've all felt pain at some point in our lives
Oh, keep on moving, yeah, we all human
We all go through things, oh yeah

See, no matter what colour of your skin

It feels just the same when the knife goes in 

And no matter who gonna win or lose

We all gonna bleed the same shade of rouge 

We'd feel much better if we told the truth

We're so good together but we mad confused
So human

Rich or poor, young or old
We all out here, we tryna save our souls
Yeah, we all learnin', yeah, we all human
We all go through things, yeah yeah

Oh my goodness, where's the goodness?
Where's the music? Where's the colours?
We keep losing, 'cause this ain't human
We goin' through things, yeah

At the end of the day we all on the run
So don't bite the bullet, baby, fight the gun
'Cause who knows really what's gon' happen next?
We all out here tryna do our best
We all got a heart, baby, more or less
We all got a first and a final breath
So human

We all go through things

~~

the path peace :

can you get the picture in my mind? fading to black and white. 

in war paths, i came along to crush on you. 

in peaceful days, i have figured out you bring on your strong arms an hurricane.

in the spring time, i have noticed you have seen me.

in the winter time, doubt was in our minds.

in the autumn time, nothing of this was real.

in the summer time, i might try to love you. 

the speed is almost killing me of pleasure.

the breaks are keeping me alive though.

the dreams have your voice screaming loud.

the nightmares are having you whispering.

looking around, and going round.

stay out, but come in without key too.

jealously lost.

proudly found. 

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harnett & gallant :

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freeway :

you wanna get to know me, you memorized the lines of my thighs,
I knew before you told me, you’d get it right.

i like the way you say it, tell me the words you told me that day,
maybe if I could believe it I could just stay. you said they’d be against us, i say you care too much what they say. you said “do me a favor gimme some faith." cuz you promised me you’d do it,
you said “baby let me prove it, look at me in the face...
this is the face of someone who loves you babe.”

cuz I like the way you do it, i like the way you move it baby show me the way,
I like the way you get it on the freeway.

and I wish I could change it, and we’re always gonna be...
contaminated.
and i know what we need,
you start letting me go,
our love is tainted. ~~

sanity :

beautiful garden, where have you gone?
my self delusions are leaving me in the storm
taking for granted, all the goodness that I've found
somewhere I lost all, the control came crashing down.

beautiful morning, please don't wake me from my sleep
'cause i need some comfort, to regain my sanity
i don't want to feel this crazy,
i don't want to feel discarded
shattered in a million pieces
i'm so broken hearted
no where left to run
no where left to go
so I hope

i swear that everyday i feel like my mind is haunting me
i think of every little stupid mistake that has been made
this time I don't have the strength to gather myself
i'm falling to pieces

i pray for forgiveness
look for the answers
'cause it's hard for me to pretend
look to my mother
call to the captain
can't you see
this state that I'm in?
and no one would notice
nobody noticed
that it's me, where it begins
and i pray for forgiveness within

pray for forgiveness
looking for justice
searching for answers
call to my mother
pray for forgiveness
breaking the silence

~~ 

with grace :

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winter tea, cotton & spring breeze :

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fragile woman :

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no real connection :

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extraordinary :

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winner :

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let's bring some joy to this spot #60 :

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let's bring some joy to this spot #59 :

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oceans :

even when you want to feel less, he keeps blocking your sky. even when you want to feel more, he keeps ruining the mirror. even when you just feel, and you feel free, it seems like rain sometimes. even when you are dreaming in colours, he comes around to remind that bruises are hard to come but grey.

even  when you just seem to touch love with your hands, he keeps bringing the wind to take it like sand. even when you have your arms open, he keeps appearing as a ghost on his head. even when nothing is on the table to be written down, he keeps betraying my heart. even when all of this is dead, ke keeps openning his grave. even with nothing real, he keeps giving strength to just step forward. 

so please dance with me with the clouds beneath our feet.

cause we can be fire … 

~~ 

orelha negra :

                                                                                                                 mary o'connor 

passo tanto tempo à espera. com aquele frio constante da solidão.
sei que estás sem amarras, sem prisões.
sei que não estás sem ti.
fazes-me acreditar.
querer estar sem repensar.
sei que foram muitas paixões.
muitas ilusões, sem fusões.
com aquele quente constante da tua mão.
com horas lentas.
sem minutos rápidos.
não descanso enquanto não te acho.
quem faz o tempo para ter tanto tempo?

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let's bring some joy to this spot #58 :

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quatro :

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white & silver :

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sometimes you gotta walk alone :

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one night lovers :

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a side of me :

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let's bring some joy to this spot #57 :

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a vida não sara :

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key for the front door :

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burning night :

i could've told you 'bout the long nights

how no one loves the birds that don't rise

if only you could see yourself in my eyes

you'd see you shine, you shine

and i know you'd never leave me behind

but i am lost this time

are we destined to burn, 

or will we last the night? 

i will hold you till I hold you right

so we'll run into the open

keep your hand inside of mine

and then when everything is over

i hope to think of this as better times

now these songs will hold and hide your name

all at once was all about you

what if the love you deserve is love you never find?

i've learned in love and death we don't decide

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